I hate myself. What can I do?

I really hate myself. Ive hated myself for such a long time it feels like ive always been this way. but i cant seem to do anything about it. ive never had a girlfriend, i have hardly any friends, i have no prospects for the future, i'm unintelligent, i'm not at all good-looking, and the list goes on. i acknowledge my thoughts are somewhat irrational, but i still can't prevent them from consuming my mind. im always wishing I could be this perfect person; witty, popular, clever, good-looking, but when I quickly realise i have none of these traits, i get depressed so easily. its ironic because im a very sociable guy. i enjoy talking to anyone, i love to go out, theres never a party im not seen at, but when im talking to people i cant help but feel that they're thinking "when is this loser going to leave me alone?" the few friends i have, i don't think i have that much of a connection with, and sometimes i wonder why they're even friends with me in the first place. my problem is i need constant reurance from people (though i never ask for it). I need someone to tell me constantly, "you're great", "you're so funny", "you're really smart". It sounds pitiful, but I desperately want to be liked. Concerning the no gf issue, i'm too afraid and insecure to have a gf because i'd constantly be thinking, "what does she see in me?", "her friends probably think i'm a loser", and so on. basically i don't think im good enough for any girl (the same goes with friends too). It's a shame I think this way, and as much as ive tried to block these thoughts out, i can't do it, no matter how hard i try. i only hope i can get over this inferiority complex as quickly as possible, but considering I've been like this since early adolescence, the future certainly doesn't look too bright.

What can I make with my ground turkey?

stir up ground turkey with taco seasoning till almost done, drain,then add tomatoes. Hopefully you have some kind of cheese... Put this in your tortillas. Put corncob in cold water, and when it boils... it is done! Coat it with the adobe seasoning or chili mix. Again- if you have parmesan cheese, use this also.

What does it mean when a university/ college is more "research based"?

I've been hearing from a lot of people that the main difference between a CSU and a UC is that a UC is more "research based." What does that necessarily mean?

Are you afraid or bored of silence?

great - from silence to silence by silence in silence. Stillness and freedom and effortlessness. The silence is soft and only embraces the real. Only the real exists.

We live in such a beautiful world, such a precious world yet for most (generic society)we seem to focus on the?

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What to do when you like someone that hates you?

You mean you belong to a superior cl and how is it possible to descend to his level? It takes guts to apologise and to admit to someone that you were a bit@h! This is how someone can show that is superior.

Will my new man leave his boring wife and deadbeat family life for hot love with me?

I'm a 21yr old girl. I'm blond, curvy, with a great heaving chest...I'm UK 32G!! And real! The thing is i babysit for the man next door. They have 2 kids 13 months and 3yr old. I'm new to the hood. Basically him and i have been going at it like crazy this past 4 months. I didnt make the move on him, he kissed me first one night. Granted i used to go round there in revealing tops and his eyes were out on stalks. His wifes not got a great figure, her are saggy and shes big. He is 35 and gorge. His fav way to do it is him at me from behind and that is also my fav so we are really really compatible...and he says he is really hot for me...we meet 3 times per week..sometimes in his car. My mom says its his issue, hes married. She doesnt discourage it. She says hes obvoulsy fed up of nappy land and fancies me like mad. Will he leave her for me? The fact we like 'it' the same way...does that make a difference? He says his wife would never agree to it that way and he gets so much enjoyment from me...isnt that a complemnet? Lots of times when we meet he gives me presents after lovemaking like cute little panties and tells me to wear them next time....wot you think?